
Originally Posted by
The Poocha
Update 3/5
As soon as she turned 18,she moved out of the house and attended University in the adjoining town. The scholarship that she had earned finally enable her to cut ties with her past. The town was far from the shithole that she had grown up in. She found herself caught in a whirlwind of classes, presentations and practicals. Her striking looks made her the target of many admirers. To create a temporary relief to her stressed and jam-packed College schedule,she allowed many of these admirers to become her lovers. But she was never bound down to the safety jacket of a steady relationship. While she enjoyed many of these sojourns in bed,bathrooms,dorm rooms and the backseat of many a vehicle,she found herself faced with a challenging quandary. She could never climax. No matter how skilled her partner was in the erotic arts,no amount of coaxing by her partners' fingers,mouth,tongue and penis could bring her to the throes of orgasm. She tried experimenting with other women to come to grips with her sexuality. Her psych professor and later her her lover,an exotic beauty from Spain,with Auburn hair told her that her inability to climax could be linked with to her past traumas. Traumas which she had never shared with anybody and in all possibility,never would.
The years passed by. She became a successful psychologist with 2 much lauded research papers to her name. The time was ripe for her to return back to the toilet of a town which she had come from and face her demons. But as much as she tried,she could never walk up to the people who had taken so much from her. She felt shattered. All her life,she had created this projection of herself that exuded strength and to replace that projection with that of a 15 year old girl with bruises and scratches all over her supple body,was too much for her Mind to take in. She felt that she would lose control of everything. Her professional life. Her sanity. Her soul. And then she met him.
Unlike the other men and women in her life,she had never ,for once felt his eyes rove over her body. In fact,she wasn't even sure whether he had seen her entire face. His intensely green eyes penetrated right into the depths of her soul and stripped her naked from within. Over a period of 6 months,she had managed to bare open her soul to him. Her traumas,her ambitions and her apprehensions about the future. It was as if she was powerless to resist the magnetism that emanated from his eyes. The others were talking behind their backs. This was a forbidden relationship. One that would most definitely cost her,her career. But she was willing to risk everything for him.
The first time,he brushed her fingers against his scarree lips,she felt a stirring in her loins, something she thought she would never experience in her life. As she boarded the night train to her living quarters,she felt a wetness run down her thighs. It was past midnight when she got off the train. As she passed a dark alley,hardly 2 block from her apartment,she was grabbed by a pair of powerful hands and flung to the ground. As the attackers knee tried to part her thighs,she stuck her hands into her purse, pulled it out and then tasered her attacker. Not just once. But over and over again. She searched a nearby trash can for something that would hurt her attacker. And then she found it. It was worn out for sure,and broken in places.But it would do. She swung the baseball bat with all the collective fury that had embedded itself inside her towards the fallen man's head. His skull cracked on impact showering her face with flesh and cerebral fluid. She repeated the action again and again . Until only a puddle remained where the man's head should have been